"The common and reoccurring theme of my life is you, the Unobtainable Man. Rest assured, if you are a man and I fall in love with you, you and I are not to be. Perhaps I make you unobtainable but more likely you were unobtainable to begin with. I like them damaged, damaged to the point of broken; because broken boys are a mystery yet they are  so predictable-- I already know the ending to this story, but the impossible challenge makes me feel alive, hurt, but alive--because pain is all I can feel now...because you see, my beautiful, broken, enigmatic Unobtainable Man, you are not the only one damaged, I too am damaged except I am down right broken to the point of no return."